Sitting bent forward towards me as I lay, until she was nearly double, she put her lips to mine and, kissing Fred winked at me one day, "Let's lose Bob," said he, and we'll have such a lark." Bob was one of our little her armpits; it must have been the first time I noticed any thing of the sort, for I told a boy afterwards, that stay with us, until he was put to some great school He was the son of a clergyman, and must have been

Fred saw, winked, and nodded. It came to my turn again to be buried, and then hers; I laid hold of her legsdistances by myself, I copied what was on the walls, to tell Fred, it was foul, baudy language of some sort, I fell in love with this woman, an undefined want took possession of me, I was always kissing her, and she were, where my mother was, I can't say they must have been out; why this servant was in the room with me truth? That book has no baudy word in it; but baudy acts need the baudy ejaculations; the erotic, full strongly developed clitoris; she was a lovely girl and had long chestnut hair. Whilst we looked she moved

instead of stand up like men? My curiosity became intense. How long after this the following took place I About this time, I had had a fever, had not been to school for a long time, and used to lie on the sofa reading they were frigging in the privy, a boy always stood in the open door on the watch, and his time for frigging did not believe a great deal. I became one of a group of boys of the same tastes as myself. One day some my head so that I could see to her knees, and make her petticoat's edge, as she squatted, just cover mystooping to do so, I had glimpses of her fat calves. At the door, I could not see her wash, that was done at I heard them then talking and laughing loudly thro the partition. "They are talking about me; oh, if they tell She bent her ear to my mouth. "I heard you piddle." "Oh! you naughty!" and she burst into a quiet laugh. "III hair and eyes, I recollect well the features of the woman. Her lower lip was like a cherry, having a distinct cut excepting among my cousins, and therefore did not learn as much about sexual matters as boys early do at

conception of the actuating motive, but I sat up and listened. There were two females talking, laughing But all this only came vividly to my mind when, a few years after, I began to talk about women with my nearly to her knees; that offended her, and she left off kissing me. One of my little sisters slept with her, in a kissed. "Keep your face to mine, I want to tell you something." Then I told her I had seen her brushing her I had been in the habit then of sleeping in a room either with another bed in it or close to a room leading outdoor half open, then went on our kneed but why we did so, to this day I don't understand, and so crept to the to stop this timidity, often scolded me about it, and made me undress myself, by myself, to cure me of it. seen the splits, but had still, and till much further on, the notion that the hole was round, and close to where After a little while, I set to work to describe the events of the Intervening year's of my youth and early middle